So it has been awhile since I have posted any news, blogs or pretty much anything on social media or on my Blog or pretty much anywhere.
For those that know me, I have been dealing with some serious health issues which have sort of taken precedence in my life. I have super focused on the negative aspects of what has been happening to me and this has in turn cause me to dip into a severe bout of depression.
I have however decided to start working on my spiritual self instead of always on the physical and rather than look at the negative, look at the positive. It has made me realize that I am someone to the people around me and that they would in fact miss me. I am not saying that they need me per say, but I think it would be like a failed promise if I where to just give up.
Lord knows I have let many people down and broken many promises in the past and it all forms part of why I am so depressed most of the time. That is not who I am, and although I have messed up so much there is no way for me to go back and make it right. There is no way to unhurt those that I have hurt. If there where I would do that at any cost.
So here is what I have been up to and what I am going to focus on to try and fix myself and my health.
- Started Sport Shooting with Compound Bow and Air Weapons.
- Started Gaming to Let off some steam. Built an amazing rig for this.
- Would like to start paintball or airsoft.
- Would like to get my ass back into the Gym and get myself back into shape.
- Spend more time on my family and doing things with them.
I am hoping that with guidance and support that the changes I plan on making will have a positive influence on my life and health.
Well we are now in September and time is literally flying this year.
Have a great week everyone.