Wow. It is officially the last day of 2019. It has been one heck of a ride this year. I have learnt so much this last year in the IT field and honestly I have also learnt so much about being a better person, a better leader, a better husband, a better father and last but most certainly not least a better brother.
I sit here back at home and long for us all to be back together again. My sister has been there for me more times than you can count. I’ve had the privilege to watch my niece grow up into being and amazing mom and my two nephews grow up into amazing young men. Wow how time has flown.
I feel really bad about some of the things I’ve done and some of the people that got hurt by the fallout but today I need to start thinking about moving forward and healing. Healing my soul from all the damage I have caused it. I need to start living for the here and now. Not in the past.
2020 I aim to see family more, invest in experiences and not things, live my life through god and try bring only light into my families lives.
Today is the last day I will think about the past and tomorrow I wake up with only the here and now and future in my sites.
Here’s to 2020 being the year I get it right.